1. Forgotten [Verse 1] Digesting deceit I'm broken faulted And that just better for me This situation intrigues I am assaulted I don't know how I succeed [Chorus] (Bow down) Where am I now? (Somehow) A plaything at your discretion now Pulling away this veil I see Realize this path's not meant for me Stripped away are all my needs And now all that's left is forgotten [Verse 2] I want to be free You won't allow it It makes me drop to my knees What must I do to appease? My effort's scalded I guess I'll have to concede [Chorus] (Bow down) Where am I now? (Somehow) A plaything at your discretion now Pulling away this veil I see Realize this path's not meant for mе Stripped away are all my needs And now all that's left is forgottеn [Bridge] One day I must decide if I'm worth it Gave it life and I realized it took it Don't feel bad for me Don't feel sad for me Don't feel bad for me Don't feel sad for me [Chorus] (Bow down) Where am I now? (Somehow) A plaything at your discretion now Pulling away this veil I see Realize this path's not meant for me Stripped away are all my needs And now all that's left is forgotten 2. Let The Dark Do The Rest [Verse 1] I don't feel anything, do you? The itch inside, I cannot find A spark in the dark that will tear me up inside It's not right [Chorus] Had a hell of a time, I'm suffering God, my life was a mess I will never forget it haunting it Let the dark do the rest Sick Sick You make me sick Sick You make me sick [Verse 2] Hell sent its best, you come for me Nothing's left, there is no price Portraits of black hang inside me Quite divine, they pulse inside [Chorus] Had a hell of a time, I'm suffering God, my life was a mess I will never forget it haunting it Let the dark do the rest [Bridge] On and on This lucid darkness is filling up my soul How can I be all alone here? Constant ridicule And I just wanna go And I just want to see what the future holds [Chorus] Had a hell of a time, I'm suffering God, my life was a mess Then I will never forget it haunting it Let the dark do the rest You make me sick Let the dark do the rest You make me sick Let the dark do the You make me sick 3. Start The Healing [Verse 1] Do you really wanna come with me? It's hard to see from the eyes of a stranger Are you ready for the fear to leave So that you can breathe and not live with the danger? [Pre-Chorus] But there's always something fighting its way back in But there's always something pushing me to give in Do you really wanna make believe And try to achieve a little break from the anger? [Chorus] I should've been good I should've been down I couldn't let go What could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing I should've withstood I shouldn't bow down I couldn't get through What could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing [Verse 2] Do you really wanna prowl with me? This travesty cuts sharp like a razor Are you ready for your scars to bleed? You will succeed pulling out the invaders [Pre-Chorus] But there's always something fighting its way back in But there's always something pushing me to give in Do you really wanna make believe And try to achieve a little break from the anger? [Chorus] I should've been good I should've been down I couldn't let go What could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing I should've withstood I shouldn't bow down I couldn't get through What could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing [Bridge] Everything I'm feeling burst into flames Looking at a soul that's broken and strained Every night the wish is always the same Keep on hoping that I don't go insane [Refrain] The more you fall for it The more it starts to stick The more you fall for it The more it starts to stick The more you fall for it The more it starts to stick The more you fall for it It's never gonna quit [Chorus] I should've been good I should've been down I couldn't let go What could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing I should've withstood I shouldn't bow down I couldn't get through What could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing [Outro] Break apart the pain and start the healing Break apart the pain and start the healing 4. Lost In The Grandeur [Verse 1] Hey you, what are you doing? Laugh as you tear out my heart The pain is so stimulating I've been too numb from the start Why can't I defend? Tear all these demons apart Who knows if it's really better? I threw it out for some parts [Pre-Chorus] (So lost in the grandeur) [Chorus] Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur [Verse 2] Sad things fly all around me Welcoming sight from the past Somehow they make me feel something Even if it doesn't last So I do anything To be able to get away Bad things always flock to mе It seems to be that way [Pre-Chorus] (So lost in the grandeur) [Chorus] Hеlp me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur [Post-Chorus] Oh no, there's that sound It's constant and profound What's it gonna do today? What kinda joy will it steal away? Oh no, then I'm going down [Bridge] And I'm losing my grip Always caught up in it That the truth is all lies It builds up inside I fucking hate this every day Something painful, something grave Can't go on living this way I won't let you take this Keep on trying, motherfucker [Chorus] Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur So lost in the grandeur So lost in the grandeur 5. Disconnect [Verse 1] I cannot simply convey The things I keep hidden inside It wants to make me beg To let loose the lesson prescribed [Pre-Chorus] Lies are truth refined Darkest lights hidden from the eye [Chorus] The pain I have I can't conceal The hurt inside is dark surreal The feeling is divine This duality aligns [Verse 2] I could never let go The concept of dark and light One tries to pull me in One gives me strength to fight [Pre-Chorus] Liеs are truth refined Darkеst lights hidden from the eye [Chorus] The pain I have I can't conceal The hurt inside is dark surreal The feeling is divine This duality aligns [Bridge] Selfishness, indulgence Insist on forgiveness Common sense, silhouettes What we feel is all disconnect Selfishness, indulgence Insist on forgiveness Common sense, silhouettes What we feel is all disconnect Disconnect Disconnect [Chorus] The pain I have I can't conceal The hurt inside is dark surreal The feeling is divine This duality aligns [Outro] Disconnect Disconnect Disconnect 6. Hopeless And Beaten [Verse 1] Help me, I can't put it away And you can't make me so I disobey Help me, this thing is feeding [Chorus] Hopeless and fucking beaten I tried all along (Help me please) It did things to me (It's too real) Had to take prestige (It's not me) I can't feel a thing (Suffering) [Verse 2] I feel sympathy My hurt on display And I see it boilling up So hard to disobey Hold me It's coming I can't see [Pre-Chorus] Hopeless and fucking beaten Hopeless and fucking beaten [Chorus] I tried all along (Help me please) It did things to me (It's too real) Had to take prestigе (It's not me) I can't feel a thing (Suffering) [Bridge] I can't remеmber a thing You had me strung up by a string Oh, the things I wish I could convey A better version, me without disdain And nothing beats the heartbreak left behind And nothing soothes the hurting only time Nothing only time Nothing only time Nothing only time Beats me up inside [Pre-Chorus] Hopeless and fucking beaten Hopeless and fucking beaten [Chorus] I tried all along (Help me please) It did things to me (It's too real) Had to take prestige (It's not me) I can't feel a thing (Suffering) 7. Penance To Sorrow [Verse 1] Outside I'm looking for an answer Cause inside is gone Each step the ground beneath me starts to break I can't hold on [Pre-Chorus] (Hey you) Been hurting for a lifetime (Hey you) What for? [Chorus] I can't break it Hurt is sacred all along The sting of depression follows I can't fix it Pieces don't fit, things are worn Destroyed by a penance to sorrow [Verse 2] Look out, the feeling's rushing back again Too much, too numb It's ripped the seam, I stitch it up again Somehow it stays on [Pre-Chorus] (Hey you) Been hurting for a lifetime (Hey you) What for? [Chorus] I can't break it Hurt is sacred all along The sting of depression follows I can't fix it Piecеs don't fit things are worn Destroyed by a pеnance to sorrow [Bridge] Staring back at me I won't ever be free Go go go Never be free Go go go Never be free (I can't break it) (I can't fix it) [Chorus] I can't break it Hurt is sacred all along The sting of depression follows I can't fix it Pieces don't fit things are worn Destroyed by a penance to sorrow [Chorus] I can't break it Hurt is sacred all along The sting of depression follows I can't fix it Pieces don't fit things are worn Destroyed by a penance to sorrow Go! Go! Go! 8. My Confession [Verse 1] Hey there, can you see me? Can you feel me? You are lost in your ego Humans are deceitful and quite evil Your desire has robbed you Too late, you can't run from What it is that You have become trivial What's wrong? You don't like this You deny it And run back to your black hole [Pre-Chorus] And so what is this? Too weak to commit You just run and hide You kept all inside [Chorus] There's nothing displayed Lying here afraid I didn't really want to break it All I want is things to turn around As I waste away In this hell I made I sit and contemplate my actions Helpless thoughts infection's taking hold This infection's taking hold My confession [Verse 2] Too bad, you are in it You can accept That you are absurdity Go on with your conflicts You're impoverished Lacking any kind of honor Be gone with your sulking As you're molting Into a parasitic creature Nothing will control this What you cherish Ultimately will consume you [Pre-Chorus] And so what is this Too weak to commit You just run and hide You kept all inside [Chorus] There's nothing displayed Lying here afraid I didn't really want to break it All I want is things to turn around As I waste away In this hell I made I sit and contemplate my actions Helpless thoughts infection's taking hold [Bridge] Lonesome Your bed is made The outcome A useless masquerade [Chorus] There's nothing displayed Lying here afraid I didn't really want to break it All I want is things to turn around As I waste away In this hell I made I sit and contemplate my actions Helpless thoughts infection's taking hold This infection's taking hold My confession 9. Worst Is On Its Way [Verse 1] Look out Tell me this is nothing Something's playing tricks And it's chipping away I can't, swirling is the trouble Disguised in the paces They're blocking my way [Chorus] Calling me I feel it coursing through the inside And I can't get away Somewhere inside I feel it breathing and I realise The worst is on its way [Verse 2] It is always something Life keeps throwing things that don't go my way I'm damned awful thoughts devour me All familiar places I can't escape [Chorus] Calling me I feel it coursing through the inside And I can't get away Somewhere inside I feel it breathing and I realise The worst is on its way [Bridge] It makes me sick But I deal with it Set it all aside My confidence overrides [Scatting] [Pre-Chorus] Calling me I feel it coursing through the inside [Chorus] Calling me I feel it coursing through the inside And I can't get away Somewhere inside I feel it breathing and I realise The worst is on its way [Outro] The worst is on its way The worst is on its way It makes me sick But I deal with it Set it all aside My confidence overrides [Scatting] 10. I Can't Feel [Verse 1] Looking back, a space and time Where I was good and life was fine Then something wrapped its claws around me Building up a silent rage This thing has locked me in a cage And it has left me without the key [Pre-Chorus] I can't feel Is this even real [Verse 2] Pushing back, my heart is gone This thing has robbed me, can't go wrong So what's the point, all hope has left me Feeling we cry all the time And nothing changes, life goes on And sadly this is always with me [Chorus] I can't feel Is this even real On and on, I tumble down Mass diffusion all around 'Cause I can't feel [Verse 3] It's gonе So long I tried so hard to overcome No pain No shamе I tried to feel this hatred building inside This lie I dread the day I wake up and nothing's the same Insane I'll feel the demons dancing all up in my head [Chorus] I can't feel Is this even real On and on, I tumble down Mass diffusion all around 'Cause I can't feel